I'm still just as indecisive about women as I was the last time I was expressing my anguish here. We had a drunken night out and Flossy ended up sleeping in my bed (with me), but it was made clear beforehand that it was just cos there was nowhere else to sleep and there was nothing to it etc.. Things got a bit cuddly (from both sides I have to admit) but I knew I didn't want anything to happen and despite her kissing me a couple of times I was quite proud that I didn't let anything happen. (You know what it's like when it's 5am and you're both pissed).
So yeah, I think Jess has had some sort of chat with her about things cos she made me level with her (Jess) at least. Which is that I do like Flossy a lot, just not in a sexual way. She seemed to be avoiding me for a few days but things seem to be alright again now.
I'm just left fighting the occasional urge to think more about her and want to do something after all, and the other occasional urge to do something with my ex from three years ago.
Training is going swimmingly, literally! I managed 50 lengths of the outdoor pool without a break the other day. That's 1km, and the Pier to Pier swim is 1.4 miles. Not there yet, but making progress.
Cricket season also started today, for me anyway. We won, which is good of course. But oh lord I had a shocker to start with. Thankfully it got a bit better as it went on, but there really is no substitute for practice. So not only am I struggling to find enough hours in the day to fit in the gym and the pool, but I now need to fit in cricket nets at least once a week too!
